Author: Kel

  • Can You? (Poem)

    ask for words

    for script

    pour this into a cup

    drink slowly

    let meaning slip into the heart

    then

    scrape letters from the dregs

    eat them one by one

    bitter and sweet

    tasting of wisdom

    tasting of tea

  • Bigger Windows, Different Trees (Poem)

    hours watching the sky

    light that changes every second

    summer weave of branches

    textured movement of clouds

    illusory drive of time

    underlying these fluctuations a stillness

    the pause within the flicker of a leaf

    the infinite moment between exhale and inhale

    the ever-present calm of the gap

    no one that sees, nothing to be seen

    only seeing

  • The Dead Whom We Honor (Poem)

    those who came before us

    whoever we are, whoever they be

    do they mourn the current destruction

    or rejoice in the smaller joys

    do they care, the ancestors, the revered ones

    the sainted and the destroyers

    they who change roles depending on view

    will the little happinesses that anchor our lives be enough

    and if we call out in desperation

    these having ceased to hold, will they answer

    all their wrath, all their wisdom

    what becomes of them unheard

    the forgotten gods and the abandoned elders

    now crumbled remnants in the dirt

  • Receptacle (Poem)

    in order to contain the day

    this day, the only day we have

    build it carefully around each breath

    each heartbeat each blink of the eye

    the respiratory exchange the cadenced pulse

    the pupillary response to light

    these indicatory of physical life the structured body

    the corporeal manifest all for naught

    unless we construct with intent

    know where we begin and end

    always always let both these be

    compassion and wisdom

  • If Memory (Poem)

    can remake the past

    change concrete actions so

    turn emotions inside out

    why fear what waits ahead

    time before and after a Mobius strip

    twisting so that it returns to now

    always now, the present moment

    the only ground where we can stand

    itself the firmest mirage, illusory

    the moon reflected in a pond

  • The Chair, Vacant (Poem)

    except for faint greasy smears from late night conversations

    residual ashes of cigarettes, circled marks of coffee cups

    we played at weary knowledge then

    told stories we had not yet lived

    considered ourselves futile actors in some imaginary play

    one by one we all left the kitchen

    the door hanging half ajar

    seats pushed away from the table

    as we went out into the years

    and all we didn’t know

  • Beach Shell (Poem)

    translucent in the bright noon sun

    warm from the summer-baked sand

    containing stories pulled up by the waves

    tumbled upon the shore

    hold it up so that they flow out

    to be carried by the gulf salt wind

    there to rest on the fanned palmettos

    and the serrated dagger leaves

    so beautiful with wonder

    sharp enough to make you bleed

  • Fear and Love (Poem)

    how many words for fear do you know

    how many for love

    I have called fear by a personal name

    I have seen its face

    likewise I encounter love

    far more often in embodied form

    I cannot number its labels

    do not ask me terms for fear

    the world will furnish these enough

    gladly will I provide for love

    begin with this

    you

  • Always Leaving (Poem)

    one foot out the door

    the other on the threshold

    a pause to look back

    only but a caesura

    a space where I had rested

    these four walls this roof

    a temporary shelter

    longer than some but never mine

    every home that inhabits me

    any home that I can claim

    I carry with me

    abiding in the steadfast of love

  • If Only (Poem)

    to awaken from this dream

    into bare rooms and vacant walls

    with every step the floorboards crumble

    falling away into ash and dust

    light streams in from the morning sun

    as the roofing joins the cumulus array

    even this body discards form

    skin and flesh slough off for varmint food

    bones fragment to pebbles in the dirt

    ragged filaments of dreams and desires

    left for claim by spiders and beetles

    finally self itself drifts apart

    like the parachute wisps of dandelion seeds

    perhaps of use by birds for a nest

    happiness indeed