I knew what I would find,
yet I returned again and again.
It wasn’t that I thought
that your cold eyes would thaw
that your stony visage would soften,
rather, my misguided belief that I could learn
to warm myself before your frozen disdain
to make a home within your rocky disregard.
my fault, my grievous fault,
but I had not yet read the tragedians
to understand how deadly a mother can be.
I found comfort in the Oresteia.
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