Whose Hand, Whose Words (Poem)

I say to this hand in disbelief

whose are you, to what body do you belong

likewise to these words that you read

whose are you, what hand wrote you

you are not mine, neither hand nor words

how can I who do not exist

have either of these things

you are not mine, neither hand nor words

how can I who do not exist

have either of these things

yet here they are, and I would not be

do you want them