I never knew my father as anything other,
though from stories I heard he lived a life
rich with travel, music, art, and other dangerous things.
for years I carried with me my sole testimony to this,
a charcoal self-portrait he had drawn of himself as a young man,
the paper creased and worn from years of being folded
before it passed into my hands, and I chose to keep it close
in the left back pocket of my jeans just like he had done.
one day it simply fell apart, and I went to a bridge
and scattered the tattered remnants over the water.
I doubt he ever traveled in this area but think he would have approved.
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