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Traveling Light (Poem)
my heart is heavy so I leave it
discarded on the street
half hidden by a dented can
I had wrapped it so carefully
in strong local thread
kindness gathered throughout the years
then placed it unwisely
and a knife blade sliced though
love weighs so much
anchors me to place and time
a ballast to somewhere I can no longer be
I travel soon no road no map
one memory resting in that raw space
tears easily turn to rain
body to dirt laughter to stars
I’ve no fear about this journey
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How We Survive (Poem)
though this was not forecast, rain fell in the mountains
fell in such torrents that creeks became rivers
rivers turned raging and joined with the storm
all we held dear all we called ours many we loved
washed away down ridge then the ridge itself disappeared
these days seem like that time as grief hits us hard
batters us each without end in sight
the sharing of tears holds us through this dark night
we reach for each other in the morning
nothing restores what we’re lost, no way to bring back what is gone
but brief glimpses of love give us strength to remember
these memories a foundation for this present home
(for R, with deep affection)
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Enough (Poem)
I flee to the trees the bayous
the rough bark and murky water asking nothing
letting me climb fall swim flounder without remark
I learn how to breathe again after landing too hard
find my way back to the surface after exploring too far
under the coolness of canopied cypress
listening to the lap and flow against the muddied bank
I rest sufficient without having to be
a glittering mirror never enough never enough
I know that I am enough enough for me

